Yeah, Holding back, I've always been good at that, unattached. (yeah)
Waiting for what's Coming next, Things i know i should address, i Feel more Together when i am a mess (Whoa). That's for moments that just came and went, Made amends with you, Then you overstepped that's a line You never should have crossed you have no respect stop with all the threats, Like the more i get to know you i just know you less. Another city i dont know well, Feeling too much like my old self...Backsliding , Backsliding....
Got me in the Sad Feels, Got me at a standstill. Too much time Alone is when it gets real. Future doesnt pop up in the Past well. Outside that's the rear view. Now im going downhill, Dont know who im close with Going thru the Motions, Dont know who to trust when i....i lie to myself and i cannot handle it, why to i waste so much time on things that i can't fix? All these things i hold inside and i just cant forget, Thought that i could let this go...BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD BE LIKE THIS, LIKE THIS, I DIDNT KNOW IT'D BE LIKE THIS.
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….Hell is EMPTY all the devils are already HERE….
Name is Madison, and I’m currently recovering, I have been physically tortured on a repetitive bases, abused from childhood and onward. the mental torment still around… I have not even had the attention span to get on here and think or type….
(as I go through this journey the LORD will heal me, its the only hope I have)….I still have hope….. -
Please, I can barely speak, but I am off Twitter and I’m just gonna show you all the screenshots about these people that got caught for stealing my money yeah yeah they may get them to trust them and then they just kept taking and taking taking. I stopped it eventually I was like no they took $8000 though that’s a felony because I’m a disabled person so I don’t really know how to go about this because if I do that I ruined everybody’s life I need space leave me alone, everyone thank you
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A Final Giving
Forgive me that my love was not your sky.
I am sorry that my hands were not the place.
I let you go without a bitter cry.
I pray you find your healing and your space. -
I’m gonna apologize for throwing around words like “retarded” or “stupid” as a blanket insult. That part isn’t right. You’re probably brilliant in a lot of areas. But when it comes to spiritual discernment, some of you are absolutely offline. You can crush books, sermons, and podcasts and still have zero discernment about the systems you’re worshiping.
TrumpCult #SpiritualDiscernment #DoctrineOverDelusion #ChristOverPolitics #DoneWithNarcs
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I do have to say this: to call anybody a “Nazi,” you actually have to look at who conformed. The ones who took the shot, enforced the mandates, and called people like me “granny killer,” “Nazi,” and “science denier” were the ones marching in step with the system. Do you see the problem there? You were the Nazis. YOU lined up for what they’re now admitting were bioweapon shots, and then mocked the people who refused. By your logic, I’m the one who should have died. But because of Christ, I’m still here. Hallelujah Jesus
CovidPsyop #BioweaponShots #TrumpCult #CultSurvivor #FaithOverPharma #FromSurvivalToTestimony #DoctrineOverDelusion #DoneWithNarcs
